So, first of all, sorry for my inactivity. I was solving some personal problems and was overall busy with stuff.
Good news: I finally set up my paypal account and it seems to be good to go so once I'm done with my current commissions, I'll reopen them with both point and paypal payment options! Hooray!
Bad news: I don't how it works yet *trying to figure it out* I mean, I do know how it would work for commissions (thanks to a tutorial I found on the matter) but I don't know how that works for adoptables...does anyone know that?
Good news: I'm working on TheSolWing
's commission right now. I've been trying to record it (hence why it's taking so long as I have to find time to record at least a 30-minutes clip). I might be done with it either today or tomorrow if things work out well. (I might give up recording it
Bad news: My classes start on Monday soooo that means that if the commission has a "*" and the commissioner still want it to be recorded, it might take a while
(So please let me know because not recording it may result on it coming out quicker, haha)
Good news: I'm feeling better now (to the people who saw my drawing "Empty" - that was deleted in the same day or the next one). Some things were making me really upset and sad and stuff. Specially about a friend of mine that seems to hate me now or is upset with me or something that I can't understand well and even though I try to contact that person to be friends or hang out with them again, my efforts seem to be nothing (at least it seems so for me...I can be wrong). That still makes me really sad and, along with other things that were saddening me too, I got to a point that I started thinking that I wasn't able to have friends and keep them or anything and that I was meant to be unhappy and that I didn't deserve happiness at all because all I had before was gradually falling apart - starting with the last few years when suddenly my dad had to go to the hospital and found out he had cancer and had to be absent from home most of the time because of the treatment and all the things that happened later. Things changed so fast and suddenly I found myself with a different life from the one I had experienced so far - from a really happy life with minor sad moments to a life of uncertainty and stuff I don't know how to describe...people might never understand it unless they experienced it...but I truly do hope that no one had to go through it...specially at an age like mine or my brother's- and then my dad just...was gone. And around the same time that thing with my friend happened and then my life changed again and turned bad for a while as we didn't know what to do and things were confusing and everything seemed to be falling apart. Luckily, we still had the means to keep some things as they were [my education and my brother's was garanteed by some money my parents saved for that purpose - that we had to claim as heritage and go through aaaaalll that stupid process to get it and we still don't have it so my mother had to use some savings she had from the time she sold her flower shop for that - and we didn't lose our house or anything] but things got complicated. Then I turned 18 and got all sad because I know how much my dad waited for that day and because one of the things he last told me was that he'd be fine and would get better so he wouldn't lose my 18th birthday and that we would travel together to wherever I wanted for my birthday and then there were some other personal stuff that lead me to that day and I ended up almost breaking up with my boyfriend and locking myself in the bathroom to cry (even though I was at a party from a family friend) while thinking all that and feeling that smiling was too painful.
Bad news: I'm not 100% fine. As I said, those stuff still sadden me.
Anyway, I'll get back to that commission ~
I'll just wash my face before that because I started crying when writing that...
That's all for now ~
Thanks for reading!
List of commissions - The ones that aren't in this list are done and uploaded.
I'll put a "
" next to the ones that are already sketched so you know how far I am. The
marked ones are in progress, the
ones are the next to be done and the
ones are the ones that won't be worked on yet.
Kayla trapped in a balloon-like bubble that is being held by Upanti (Digital*)
- Rinori and Aurrie underwater (Digital*)
- Her oc Princess Anelia (Crayon)
- His oc Gold dressed as Dawn, in a battle-like scene, with my oc Juliana with bubbles in the form of the ears and the tail of a Marill, trapped in a pokeball-like bubble (Digital*)
- Himself dressed as a grandmaster or a tactician asking Rosalina, who is dressed as Emmeryn, in a similar look to Emmeryn's confession scene (Digital*)
- His oc Nova kissing Saber from Fate/Stay Night in her Fate/Extra outfit in a secluded grass area with trees (Digital*)
Ashe x TF (details in the note) + Cupid Soraka (CTraditional*)